The only Rules are my own!
I call myself the Libertine not because I consider myself to be morally bankrupt or wanton, but because others may view me as such. So be it. The truth is I have very high morals and very old-fashioned sexual preferences (I prefer missionary position and men who make the first move), but MY morals and values are vastly different from those considered "traditional." Some people condemn me for being a sex worker, others are terribly jealous. When they hear about how easy I can make several hundred dollars in a short period of time, they wish they could do it too.
I was a very late bloomer. Despite being tall, thin, and pretty, I never got asked out on dates in high school and obsessed over rock stars to combat my loneliness. I could never quite figure out what it was that made me such an outcast, but I suppose the fact that I was brainy and rebellious made people afraid. Guys don’t really want to go out with a girl that’s smarter than them, much less pretty and smart. They can only handle one of these qualities in a woman at a time. That, coupled with the fact that I never went to parties probably contributed to my paltry social life. I’ve always been a loner. I used to be embarrassed to say that, but now that I know people more, I’m proud of it. I am very selective when it comes to the people I hang out with and I find that every though may be lonely at times, it’s saved me from a lot of the co-dependency problems so many others I meet seem to have.
Growing up in a female-dominated household, I was always curious about learning more about this opposite sex that confused and angered me so much. So I became a sex worker-first as a dominatrix, later as an escort. Nothing will help you learn more about men that working in the sex industry. I know their secret fantasies, their hang-ups, their turn-ons and turn-offs; in fact, I know too much now. I can picture a guy’s dick sometimes just by looking at him, how big a flaccid cock looks hard, how that guy likes to fuck. I know why guys lie to their girlfriends and see other women behind their backs. And I plan to use all this knowledge against them. Why? Because I can.
My "thing" is honest. Being forward and exposing harsh truths even if it makes people uncomfortable. Sure I lie about my job to people sometimes, but it’s only because not everyone is ready to hear the truth. I speak openly about my work with my friends who can handle it and not judge me because of it. I will tell somebody something unpleasant to their face if I believe they deserve to be told it, but I always use decorum. I expect the same from other people, but rarely receive it. I am an open, honest communicator and will explore topics and issues that many people would prefer not to talk or hear about. These are the only rules I abide by. I consider myself to be an intellectual slut, a deep thinker with a dirty mind, so to speak. Unlike most women, I don’t aspire for children or marriage, but for personal satisfaction.
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