Drive - Sex~Kitten.net

I’ve been listening to one piece of music over and over lately – its effect on me is amazing. The grinding beat...the words of the song...makes me want to do nothing but fuck you. Slow, soulful fucking - wanting so badly to feel a mouth on me, to be fucked hard, to just let go of myself, to be with you. What IS it that can make music so powerful?

It’s not like I hadn’t heard this song before. It’s not like I hadn’t thought about sex when hearing the song. It’s just that right now, this week, with thoughts of you in my head, I can’t help but think of anything else when I hear this song.

I find that I have to play it. I have to play it over and over. It’s a compulsion. It makes me feel close to you, like I could almost reach out and feel your skin under my fingernails...

if you want this
if you want this
if you want this you’re going to have to ask
nicely please
yeah if you want this
you’re going to have to ask me
you’re going to have to ask me

whatever you want
i’ll give it to you
i’ll give it to you slowly
‘till you’re just begging me to hold you
ya whatever you want
whatever you want
but you’re going to have to ask me

The beat, the rhythm, the words...they really get to me – just like you do. They get under my skin, they get into my soul, they get into my sex. I do want to ask you, ask you for what I want, but you’re not here...

your mouth waters
stretched out on my bed
your fingers are trembling
and your heart is heavy and red
and your head is bent back
and your back is arched
my hand is under there
holding you up

i’ll hold you up
and drive you all night
i’ll hold you up
and drive you baby ‘till you feel the daylight
i’ll hold you up
and drive you all night
i’ll hold you up
and drive you ‘till you feel the daylight
that’s right
that’s right

To be driven...yummm. There are days where I should be getting things done – I have so much to do – but I can’t do anything but think about being with you. About being driven by you. It gets so bad that I have to take time out and take care of myself or else face not being able to get anything done. The need to be with you, to have you in control of me, of us...such a distraction...

in the kitchen
in the shower
and in the back seat of my car
i’ll hold you up
in your office
preferably during business hours
‘cause you know how I like it when there’s people around
and I know how you like it
yeah I know how you like it
I know how you like it when I tease you for hours

Oh to be in the kitchen or the shower with you. In your office – you know how much I’d love that, that risk, that excitement...sigh. One song. One little song. Damn thing gets to me so much. Making me as wet as you do with just one look. You know the one...

your mouth waters
stretched out on my bed
your fingers are trembling
and your heart is heavy and red
and your head is bent back
and your back is arched
and my hand is under there
holding you up

i’ll hold you up
and drive you all night
i’ll hold you up
and drive you baby ‘till you feel the daylight
i’ll hold you up
and drive you all night
i’ll hold you up
and drive you ‘till you feel the daylight
oh and this has just begun

Mmmmm....just begun. Indeed. A beginning that had me trembling and sighing and shaking and moaning. A beginning that can only get better...

yeah this has just begun
because we haven’t even gotten started yet
I haven’t even
I haven’t even tied you up
I haven’t even turned you over
this is where I want to live
right here between your hips
where all the love you hold and hide
it’s where it lives
right here between your hips
this is where I want to live
it’s where all the love you give exists

I lose it listening to this song. I can’t hold it together. My brain, my pussy, and my heart go off together, hand in hand, with this song. They drag me with them demanding satisfaction. Demanding I see you and soon.

your mouth waters
stretched out on my bed
your fingers are trembling
and your heart is heavy and red
your head is bent back
your back is arched
my hand is under there
holding you up

i’ll hold you up
and drive you all night
i’ll hold you up
and drive you baby ‘till you feel the daylight
i’ll hold you up
and drive you all night
i’ll hold you up
and drive you baby ‘’till you feel the daylight
that’s right
yeah
that’s right
that’s right
that’s right
i’ll hold you up
that’s right
that’s right
i’ll drive you all night

Ooohhh. Mmmmm. To be driven. Yeah...
Music is a wonderful thing...when is it that I get to be with you?

(the song is Drive by Melissa Ferrick from the Freedom album)